I cycled backwards
by the still river, past the burnt fields
through musty bedrooms with makeshift ashtrays
watching pigeons on the windowsill flying in reverse
they hatched, they laid, they arrived, and they are gone
as I came and left
I cycled backwards
gripping the handle
stones rooted in my palms
piercing lines and scarring my fate
now undecipherable, even
to the greatest of fortune tellers
I cycled backwards
getting on, getting up,
face against asphalt, blood on my hands,
weightless, in flight; frozen, in shock
my wheel bounces off a rut
the beach, the sand, they deceive
distracted by the jewelled afternoon sea
I cycled backwards
finding a figure in a white sheet
standing by the bridge
a ghost, with sleeves of sorrow
stained and marked with tears
waving goodbye
I am cycling backwards
desperately searching for a lost memory, for reason
finding endless, endless words, unspoken
coming and going from a broken frame
like the spokes of the wheels
hanging on to dirt-caked tyres
punctured, weary, like me
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Air conditioners used to be wild and free…these days, they are well hidden at the back or caged in boxes.